she stared for hours

so obsessed was i and self-absorbed that i didnt see that she was crying~carrying cathy-ben folds

so im going to copy the lists everyone else has been doing because im bored and have no life

10 random things about me
10. right now im wearing an indian skirt that ian brought me back from his trip, i cant figure out how to sit down without showing off my underwear...so i am showing off my underwear
9. when im at home by myself i walk around naked before i take a shower...its a rather freeing experience
8. sometimes when i stay up late at home ill watch the infomercials, most often the pilates one. i then try and follow along with the 10 second clips of the exercises to see if it works.
7. i hate asking for help when i really need it, but i have no problem asking for directions or where stuff is in the store like other guys.
6. ive never used preparation h, but i want to after i see the preparation H guy on conan...i think his songs are funny
5. my dad has always stressed being courteous and following etiquette...and i think a lot of it has rubbed off
4. i aced advanced math in 2nd grade, and then failed high school math. i must be getting dumber
3. i get my sandals for 6.99 at walmart, 5.99 when the "sandal season" is over...like theres an actual no-sandal season
2. i got in trouble for watching a fight when i was in 5th grade, one of the people involved in the fight, the cathy dosen, implicated me in it. i still despise her when i think of it, i hope she lives in a trailor and has 12 kids...maybe i should let it go
1. i dont own a credit card because i worry that i would overspend, and i dont want to get in any more than i already am for college, though i know i need one to build up my credit
Nine places ive visited
9. Siesta Key, FL
8. Washington D.C.
7. Topeka, KS
6. Turkey Run, IN
5. Detroit/Canada
4. Cumberland, KY
3. Costa Rica
2. Rushville, IL
1. Pere Marquette, IL
8 things to do before i die
8. backpack around Europe
7. build a cabin
6. get married to a beautiful, compassionate girl
5. have 2 or 3 kids
4. pastor a church that looks after the poor and needy
3. live in the country so i can walk around in the woods and fields naked if i want
2. have a nice vegetable garden
1. camp in alaska
7 ways to win my heart
7. being able to take and dish out a teasing
6. lay out under the stars at night with me and talk
5. throw around the frisbee on a nice day
4. visiting with the lonely person in a crowded room
3. picking up a child after they fell and consoling them
2. catching my eye and staring into them for a second or two
1. swinging on a swing and talking
6 things i want
6. some birkenstocks
5. 10 acres with house, 2 weeping willows in front of the house and a creek running through the land
4. to explore with lisa on a 4wheeler
3. diplomacy board game and 6 friends to play with
2. to only have to take classes that interest me
1. for my great great grandfathers shotgun to be passed on to me so i can put it over my fireplace
5 things im afraid of
5. getting a papercut on my eyeball
4. driving in heavy traffic
3. that ive missed the best chances of my life
2. large crowds
1. growing too close to people
4 of my favorite items in my bedroom
4. couch
3. mara's picture of me
2. my jeans
1. my jean blanket
3 things i hate
3. being talked down to or seeing other people being talked down to
2. spiced gumdrops
1. being ditched
2 things im happy about
2. my gnome is making a face at me
1. the indian skirt that is having a hard time covering me up
1 person i want to see
1. pip