tap on my window

knock on my door...i want to make you feel beautiful~she will be loved-maroon 5

i looked for you and you have come to me, now let me thank you~pope john paul

the conference wants to transfer tyler to another church. i think he kind of wants to get out as well. he hasnt been treated all that great, though christian love is found there now and it was a great learning experience for him. there arent any other openings in the conference so he might have to transfer out of the conference. i hope not, especially since he has taught me so much. next sunday bishop krober is coming to the church to meet with the congregation to see what to do next. i think this is the point where the choice is to either close down or bust our butts to fix the situation. the bills are not getting paid, at least i dont think so. i havent gotten the treasurers report yet. but that do or die might be the best thing. when we went without a pastor for a year the congregation seemed to grow together, though it might have been the reason for many of tylers problems. tyler is suppose to email me to tell me what the bishop is going to go over in the meeting, but it just doesnt sound good. anyways, i got the letter back from the conference about my interview. they approved me for conference ministerial candidacy on 2 conditions. first that i take the free methodist history and polity course and then get a psychological examination from a psychiatrist. haha. they think im crazy. they said that it is a stressful and emotionally damaging occupation, so they want to make sure im up to it. hhhh. oh well.
break was good, i went to turkey run with my parents and stopped by my cousins house on the way. boy did i hear it about how great illinois was and how much kansas sucked. well i guess i woulda done the same thing had the positions been changed. and now that the illini are in the championship i have to hear it even more. luckily they live 4 hours from greenville. im cheering for north carolina anyways. roy williams is still the coaching love of my life, even though he left kansas. i may hate unc, but i love mr williams and cant cheer against him in this situation. the rest of break was fun too, i got to hang out with pip about 4 times. its a good thing because i wont get to this summer. speaking of summer i hung out with her as well. kinda random though not unwelcome. lisa must have told her i was in town, so she came over for supper and then i went to her house and we talked for hours. kinda weird. prior to her engagement i had hardly ever talked to her. i think i didnt want to lead her on, kinda arrogant sounding, but we had that happen in the past. but now it was awesome. we talked mainly about her coming wedding, and she asked me if i could help with it. friday i went to rushville to see lisa, which was as fun as always. we were 4wheeling around their land and she showed me where she wants our house to be. kinda freaked me out for a second, but she was joking. it was a good spot, looking down on the creek, though the lane to the house would be a quarter mile through a pasture. but it was good and im gonna visit more from now on.
time to sleep
sean