i find it kind of funny

i find it kind of sad, the dreams in which im dying are the best ive ever had~mad world-tears for fears

i had an experience. i cant even explain it, but i did on the way back from watching donnie darko in tower. i was completely and utterly aware of everything around me, and i melted into the world around me. it started when i looked at the pink bush in front of burritt. the color was so vibrant, a hot pink in the midst of browns and greens. there was a couple sitting at the whispering wall and i could sense the joy as they sat and talked. on scott field there was a number of people, none of which i knew, but i felt like i did, especially the children. 2 little girls were running around laughing, the littlest one had curly blond hair and was 2 or 3. she squealed and she ran in a circle. 2 others were kicking a purple ball back and forth while a gc girl rocked back and forth with a crying infant. i noticed how tall the trees were. i saw the shade, and then it was over. my senses still seem heightened, but not to that extent. ive had heightened sense before. usually when my life or someone elses has seemed in danger. i think thats mainly hormones your body releases to focus as a survival instinct. at those moments you are shaken. this wasnt like that. it was pleasant. i heard a phrase, i think its from the tao that is "being in tune with the universe" and that seems to be a good way of explaining it. i dont know how else to.
sean