i listen to the wind of my soul

where ill end up, well i think only god really knows.~the wind-cat stevens

im about to head out, just waiting on my guys to leave. another year over, and 3 more months til my last one starts. its been a weird year, which is completely underestimating how strange it actually was. nothing like i had pictured, but i guess thats how life is. life throws you screwballs all the time, but its not like you can change it. sometimes its for the best, sometimes its pointless. randomness is one of the most underrated parts of life, it keeps it interesting to say the least. john told me that it is his goal for next year that all of the janssen "patriarchs" to make out on festivus' couch. its such a beautiful couch. most comfortable place in the world. many a nights i fell asleep in that thing. maybe if josh stops complaining about me being single and hooks me up with someone, but im not doing a random makeout session to fulfill johns dream. next year is joey and lisa's last year rding janssen, so im going to look into doing it the year after i graduate. that would be awesome. going back home to be in charge. buzz wants it too, and hes tighter with chris and pedro, so who knows.
the year in retrospect
1. international relations with neumann, joe, wilding and jared.
2. growing while i created my exodus project. i learned a lot about myself
3. having surgery to fix my broken wrist
4. getting to know becca, lynn and amanda and josh caddell
5. growing closer to ian, chester, wilding and joe
6. learning to enjoy aspects of school that have to do with academics
7. meeting with the pastoral board
8. lots of jr. high drama
9. walks with ian
10. writers block in any attempt to write for fun
well im going to get the guys moving if they havent already. im not really sure how often ill be able to update over the summer. it seems my internet always sucks. have a good summer.
sean